Day By Day

by Kit Kat

This life is killing me
Day by day I pretend I'm fine and happy
But the truth is I'm not

I'm not fine and I'm not happy
I'm pulling myself to act like I am

Day by day I have to tell myself to get up
Day by day I will myself to move
Everything I do is forced
Everything I say is fake

Nothing I do anymore seems to be the real me
Its a fake person

Day by day it gets worse
Day by day I want to give up
The people close to me just gave up on helping
They can't take any of it anymore

I have no one that truly cares about me
No one that knows the real me

Day by day I think of my life
I don't want to go on with the way it is
I sometimes think of ending my misery

Getting myself out of every thought and pain I have
To stop the fighting with myself just to get up
Or even move an inch

Day by day I think about ending it all
But never being able to bring myself to do it
I just can't seem to end my misery