Killing me softly (NOT the song)

by BiteXmeXedwardXcullen

Dear Aby,

Your presence is all that is missing.
Life without you is killing me softly.
God repairs my heart but then the sadness shatters it again. I still can't seem to understand why you had to leave. I feel so guilty for not appreciating you. I was such a witch and I'm so sorry for that. I can't forgive myself for not saying thank you enough. I'm so sorry that I was such a horrible grandma. I wish I had one more chance to tell you that I'm sorry and that I love you so much. Now that your gone I see all the nice things you did for me. Aby you were always there to tell me everything will be okay and defend me when I was in trouble. I still don't get why I was such a witch. You did nothing wrong at all! I don't blame you for not coming into my dreams. I guess I don't deserve to see you again. I know I wasn't that worst and that I'm not a bad person but I just gave you so much attitude. I took advantage of your kindness! I was so stupid aby, you truly were the best. It sucks that the last time I saw you was in the morning before you and Jazmin left on Vacation. Everything was well that morning, and I was looking forward to picking you up when you came back. I guess there is a reason why I wasn't able to go on vacation with you guys. I thank God that Angel and I stayed, I just hate that you and Jazmin had to experience that. I guess one of you had to die, and sadly God chose you. Yes I know that there is a reason why God chose that Dude to live when he caused it, I just wish I knew. Until next time Aby!

Love you always!!!!!

R.I.P

Submission date : 2009-11-06

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