My life doesn't shine

My life doesn't shine when I'm alone,
I remain hidden and relatively unknown,
My future like a black highway at night,
I'm already half way to losing the fight.

Can't live with these uncertainties anymore,
Riddled with thoughts I just can't ignore,
My life fading fast and I have no control,
As I let self hatred tear apart my soul.

This world is spinning without me,
I just need the world to set me free,
Forced to stick it out and live a lie,
I pretend I'm happy, but don't know why.

I'm a star that has lost it's way,
Completely alone and totally astray..

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