Crush My Soul

by She Loves Me She Loves Me Not   Mar 4, 2010


Crush my soul like chalk to dust,
Staring in the mirror in pure disgust,
Filled with self-hatred, how can I love?
Put me on cliff-edge, and give me a shove..

My mind fighting against the ways of humanity,
A smile or two, or three, to cover up my insanity,
I know inside that dying isn't the right answer,
But thoughts eat away at me a lot like cancer.

How can anyone mend something so flawed?
Covering up who I really am, I'm such a fraud,
Watching my personality crumble away,
My friendships stuck in a helpless decay.

Head down.. walking on.. "Don't Look At Me!"
"Do your own thing, just please leave me be."
Sniggering and laughing, pulling me down,
In their sea of loathing, I'm left to drown.

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  • 10 years ago

    by Chrissy

    I really effing love this!

  • 13 years ago

    by Lioness

    Hey, I love your poem. Really gets to my heart!

  • 14 years ago

    by Dreamofolwin

    Woh.. A very strong emotionally penned write, that you have so well penned. Loved the rhythm and rhyme in this poem.. and how you have expressed your innermost feelings so well. A lot of us feel like this ( I have ) and put on a mask to the world. A very brave , well written poem. Bravo!

    All the Best and take care,
    Olwin.

  • 14 years ago

    by Nobodys Hero

    Another very well written poem, all the stanza flow into each other perfectly.
    Its a very emotional write to, theres a lot of depth in this piece!

  • 14 years ago

    by Nobodys Hero

    Another very well written poem, all the stanza flow into each other perfectly.
    Its a very emotional write to, theres a lot of depth in this piece!

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