Missing you.

Sometimes i close my eyes, to capture the thoughts of you. Those times i wish i was blind.
Because your always on my mind.
Good or bad,
Mostly sad.
I miss you,
I regret what i did to you.
I dont know who to blame,
A sharp pain in the back of my throat, scoarching like a flame.
Was it me, was it them.
Whoever, should be condemd.
It was wrong, you deserved a chance at life.
I hardly gave you the chance to survive.
I wander where you are?
Up, down or all around.
I wander if you have forgiven me,
Only a short time til i see.
I love you,
More then anything.
I would've given you everything.
If only i had a choice,
My eyes are becoming moist.
Please never forget me,
One day, you will be my key.
My key to rejoice,
Something i'd already have if i had a choice