Support?

Its never been like this
I've never had support
I've never had so many people
On my side of the court

It's at the same time
Scaring you scares me
But every time I open up
I can finally breathe

It's always been a struggle
Talking about the way I feel
Accusation after accusation
That it's not even real

I chose you to talk to
Because I know you'd do me right
Because when I'm not strong enough
What I might not do you might

You reached out for me
After I pulled away from you
As mad as I want to be
I think the best words are thank you