Just a little wish ...

I wake up
With dreaded feeling
Of loneliness ...
I look for u
By my side
But my fear
Becomes real
I wake up
Not next to u
But empty cold sheets
My cold feet
Become numb
N my eyes cry
Of all the misery
They go thru
Every night
My ache
Is bottled up
Hidden from the world
Another day
I make it through
Again without u
But I'm alive
Cuz U told me so
But I feel so dead inside
Not wanting the luxuries
But just a little wish
To wake up everyday
Lying next to u ...