How i felt when i was with you

The world I'm inhabiting is poisoning my brain, my self esteem is starting to drain.

Filling me up with such infecting hate, ready to explode and go insane.

Not sure what is happening, im ready to cave.. dig a deep hole a place for my grave.

Confusion clouding my mind, dragging me down into the abyss.

Jealousy, rage. I am beginning to crack and the pieces of myself will never mend.