So Many Things

by Lauren Beam   Oct 14, 2014


THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY,
SO MANY FEELING I WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS.
SO MANY MEMORIES I WOULD LIKE TO REMEMBER.
THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WISH PEOPLE WOULD SAY, LIKE "IM PROUD OF YOU" OR " I'VE GOT YOUR BACK" AND SINCERELY MEAN IT.
SO MANY FEELINGS, PERSONALITIES, THOUGHTS, LIVES, I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.
I'M A PRISONER OF MY OWN MIND.
MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEARS.
I AM LOST EVEN WITHIN MYSELF,
WITHIN MY OWN MIND.
I WISH I HAD A DIFFERENT THOUGHT PROCESS.
I WISH I HAD A DIFFERENT PERSONALITY.
I WISH SOMEONE THOUGHT MORE OF MY GOOD INTENTIONS, AND LESS ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE F**KED UP IN MY LIFE.
I WISH FOR A LOT OF THINGS,
BUT THE MOST I WISH FOR IS THAT I COULD FIND MYSELF AGAIN, AND BE OKAY WITH THE END RESULT.
BE OKAY WITH EXACTLY WHO I AM.
JUST ME.

L.M.M. Oct. 8th, 2014

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