Hopeless waters

I washed away in darkness.
My lungs filled with sorrow.
Hit by endless waves of pain.

All hopeful breath within me..
I held in for too long and now. Gone
along with the goodness within me.

The things you see today.. an illusion.
Like a hopeful;
Believing seeing a sign of struggle for life in the water.

Don't waste your rope on me.
Don't shed another fake tear for me.
Don't worry, I know I'm not good enough to care for anymore