My dear S

My dear Lucy
i know i wasn't ever there
whenever you scream ,
i got used to it ,
it was just a dream
i was lost in the glitter of the starS
the ones i have seen only in your eyeS
in my worst nightmare you woke me up
into a dream of your silent presence
like it was a dream
tomorrow is so far from home
never if you dream
in every silenced sight that shouted down into my spine
i gazed upon my shadow every time wishing if i could know if i was made for reclaim
yesterday is all i have
and now her am with you