This feeling i get every night
It's unbearable
It's haunting me
Every night.. It's the same
Pain.. Hurt.. Tears
Every night without light
Every night i feel the panic getting closer
I hold back my tears
I hold back the memories
To not get totally destroyed on the inside
With tears getting closer..
Memories getting stronger..
My inside is slowly falling apart..
It feels like i get eaten from inside, like i get torn apart
Like the pain never will go away..
