Saying goodbye is never easy especially when you have loved and lost someone. Sometimes life gets the better of someone and the only way they see out of it is suicide.
Because I am not going to be here doesn't mean I won't be looking down on you all - cause I will. I just feel that life is not for me. The pain has taken over and I have lost control, I wish things didn't happen to me, the things that are unfixable but know that I tried my best to keep going and pushing through - I couldn't make it. But Please don't be sad for too long, remember the good times and not the bad but don't dwell on my passing, find peace and move on. There was nothing that could have prevented this, and nothing that could have stopped me from doing this.
Just know that I love each and every single one of you, Mum, Dad, John, Paul, Kerrie. Including all the other family but I especially loved you all more and I am sorry that I couldn't find another way so I am sorry but goodbye and I will love you always.
