Lack of trust

by TheMask   Apr 3, 2015


Trust the most important thing in relationships
The most essential tool for creating a healthy relationship
Of course besides a natural longing to be with them
Faith is one of the major building blocks in life
Without it you'll always worry about things
Doubt things that shouldn't be, overthink every little detail
Tormenting yourself over the stress
Trying to figure things out
Whether or not you can rely on things
Are they doing the things they told you
Always wondering why the last minute cancellation
Racking your mind of what they are truly doing
Considering whether or not to confront the distortion of it all
But to afraid to say anything about it
Wanting to hold on to the happiness they bring you
Alas with the happiness brings more confusion
Thinking you can trust them until another cancellation
Until your tearing out your hair with worry
You ask everyone except the person you need to ask
Then they ask you why you don't trust them
Not saying anything but sorry won't happen again
They go on and ask why again
No longer afraid but instead angry at them
Scream because you don't give me any reasons why
Instantly take the phone back when I have it
Recently kept secrets
Increasing last minute cancellations
Sad every time I come around
I catch you in lying to me
Why should I trust you you haven't given me any reason to
Crying they leave you there with everyone staring at you
Your at fault now all because you didn't have the trust
Later finding out it was nothing
Only your imagination
Feeling bad you go to apologize
Finding them crying to another guy
And the circle starts anew
All because you no longer have trust in things

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