My Old Comfort Zone

by schmetterling   May 27, 2015


I have overcome
My greatest fears in life
But mostly
The fear of myself
Of what I am capable of
With these two hands
Free to do whatever.
I dealt with the ability
For coping to be destructive
& killing myself
As dealing with the pain.
I was once a monster
No longer a human
My mind fixated on whatever it took to destroy
The only thing I still had.
They considered me to be emotionless
Which was the truth
My mental capacity reached the point of overflow
& water flooded all around me.
A pool of blood
I was used to it by now
Wallowing in my self-pity
Being a victim so people would notice me.
But I changed
I healed
I am unbroken.

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