I'm losing you.

The special feelings are gone
Was it for show?
Or did you just not want to hurt me?

Well you hurt me
Every time you ignored me
The pain began
It was like two gashes that kept opening every time you pushed me away

The paranoia continues on with every new love.
As much as I try to hide it
My insides turn
And sadness consumes

I don't want to feel like this