The Afterlife Outcast

As my eyes close for the final time
And the soul leaves this body of mine
While my family says their last goodbye
I wonder what it is I'll be when I've died
Standing over myself I know I'm free
Free from all this pain you could not see
It is not your fault the blame is mine
I built these walls so I could hide
The cries subside
The room falls silent
Time stands still
Then lightning blinds me
With only moments one thought still looms
What will I be when my souls consumed
A devil in the sky flying far and wide
Or an angel in hell simply left alone to cry