Deceiving Appearances

I'm sorry I'm not yet cured enough
to be loved by you again.
I can't believe it's over
when it was you who made
all the promises to my gullible heart.

You used to be just a call away,
but now even your eyes are distant
as I look at you and see nothing
but deceiving appearances.

And if I could be honest,
I would ask:
what do you care more about?

Loving me as being fake and fixed...

or leaving me as being betrayed and broken?

Saffie
24

5/11/15