Nothing

My mind has no heart
my heart has no brain
While to others
I look insane
We were made with emotions
Though taught to keep them inside
We were given all of these feelings
Just for us to hide ?
I am wanted
But can't be understood
I was only trying
Doing what I could
No one wanted me happy
Yet claimed of understanding and plea
But secret hate sent their evil upon me
To were I can't break free
They did me dirty
Others I pushed away
a spirit trying to be human
Is more than words can say
I told God I hated him
Because this pain was overbearing
He frowns upon my actions
So I figure he stopped caring
My soul has been exposed
With a spirit awakened
Everyone can see me
Open and naked
I let my passion get the best of me
Because of what I believed in
Saying things I shouldn't have said
I couldn't let anyone win
I guess I deserve this
They look so happy without me
Making my presence to never matter
That's what the truth showed me
Dead to the world
I shall remain alone
There is no hope
I am on my own
Numb to this planet
I don't feel no more
These feelings can't be felt
What Anyone need me for
Too much Pain and turmoil
There is no fate
One day they will love me
But it is too late