Death Outside

I was on my way out but changed my mind , turned back didn't even open the door , im ok for now im staying in, not now I want to rest in peace , on a Sophia bed that is cheep , watching t.v no more .

If I go out there is no coming back , because I don't have the keys , I don't know when I will depart , only if I choose to walk out .

As a child I suffered from agoraphobia ,talking through the letter box practicing necromancy , now I am a young man I don't care , I will go out , no longer afraid .