Night Times

Cry cry cry
It's all I seem to do
Why why why
Because I'm feeling blue

On nights alone
It seems worst than days
In bed just thinking
My eyes a-glaze

Thinking bad thoughts
Of self harm
It would beat laying here
Waiting for my morning alarm

My mind is cluttered
Jumbled and mixed up
I cant seem to think straight
Am I asleep? Do i need to wakeup?

I need to get over
My own personal issues
Dont even bother trying to understand
Or I will need more tissues

I will be okay
I can hold myself together
I need to be stronger
I can be forever