Unwanted, Unloved and Worthless

by So-Not-Normal

I sit on my front porch,
Staring into space,
I don't know what to do,
I feel like im all over the place

Im just feeling so unloved,
So unwanted and worthless,
I don't know what to do,
Cause I can't take much more of this

I don't where these feelings are coming from,
And why they are what I feel,
They just came and took over,
Like my happiness was just something to steal

I'm feeling so jealous,
Cause everyone has people who care,
I am one of the odd ones,
Cause I have barely anyone there

People in this place,
Have so many friends,
To pick up the pieces,
And make all the mends

All I have is just one person
And that person is me
Can't depend on anyone else
No one will ever set me free

I'm doomed to this world,
Of loneliness and sadness,
There will be no laughter,
And no sounds of joyful bliss

I'll lay here and wait,
Until someone breaks down my wall,
I don't care who it is,
As long as they catch me when I fall

I'm sounding a little desperate,
But that’s because its true,
I need to find someone who cares,
So all my black skies can turn blue

I want someone who loves me,
And looks at me as a friend,
Not just as some freak,
That is so close to the end

But I guess that just won't happen ,
Those cards will not play out,
I am not meant to have anyone,
I truly know this without a doubt

No one will ever come to my rescue,
When I'm paralysed with fear,
They will never listen,
When I need someone to hear

I will forever walk this road,
The road of lonely souls,
I will be this way forever,
When these tears finally take their toll

But until then I'll sit here on my front porch,
And I'll stare into space,
I'll never know what to do,
I'll always be all over the place.

Feeling so unwanted, unloved and worthless.....

*sorry for being so long...i just had alot to get out lol anyways as usual please vote and comment! kk thanx*

 

Submission date : 2005-03-16

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Amanda Linzi ( F P C D ) at 2005-03-16

Excellent! please read some of mine when you have got time thanks :)

Logan brown ( F P C D ) at 2005-03-17

you know in that case, im the exact same, though i do it to myself. trust me its not much better with lots of people, lots more chances to get hurt. great poem, keep up the great work. i can always seem to relate to your poems, good job.

Erika ( F P C D ) at 2005-04-30

that was so sad, i feel very unloved, and this poem just touched my heart. Keep up the good work!