Just a Friend

Empty Inside

Scarred on the out,

Tending to just

Scream and Shout.

It started with Smoking,

with the weed and pot,

and just not knowing

when to just stop.

Kept on Drinking,

ending it with a tear,

I went to good girl,

to bad girl within a year.

Never Giving up,

Still waiting on the guy,

that she waits for him,

to keep telling the same old lie.

Still smoking in the morning,

And Drinking at night,

To ending up calling him,

And Keep going with the same old Fight.

she f u c k e d up,

on what she once had,

Because now this emotionless girl,

is done being sad.

I'm done with the emotions,

F u c k them all,

I'm sick of holding him to me,

f u c k him, he can call.

If he wants me,

and starts to care,

Well, here I'll be waiting,

I'll always be there.

Just give me the call,

I'm dying for,

if not, give me the drugs and Alcohol,

like i wanted it more and more.

Give me the life,

that i had before,

I'm sick of being called,

the f u c k i n g riverside w h o r e.

i wanna go back,

I'm sick of this dream,

i wanna be innocent,

it all started with that scream.

Everything is wrong,

I want it all to be right,

I'm sick of praying,

to god every night.

I want this life,

to just come to an end,

This is what happens between,

a boy, a girl, and them being "just a friend"