Dear Ryan

by Wasted Fake Smiles   Aug 28, 2007


Dear Ryan

I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true, Ryan,
Never in my saddest dreams did I ever see you dyin'.
You had such an amazing future, and now its gone,
For you were killed in a car crash at yesterday's dawn.

You have no clue how much you meant to me,
Every time I saw you I tried to set this secret free.
I thought I'd have plenty of time to get to know you better,
But now I sit here crying, as my cheeks keep getting wetter.

You were so perfect, you're future so bright,
But not wearing your seatbelt killed you that night.
Out you flew from the window, and onto the street,
Then rolled over by the car with ever smashing feet.

There you died, drunk and so confused,
If only these drugs and alcohol you didn't abuse.
You'd still be here for me to see time to time,
Now I can't have fantasies of you someday being mine.

Now you're gone, but I know you're in a better place,
Drink and party all you want. No need to continue to pace-
Yourself. I just wish that it were me instead of you,
For you had the entire world to live for. Knew what to do.

You had such a bright future...in law you were gonna be,
Now you're gone forever, but at least you're free.
My dreams of you will continue to go on,
Just hard to believe someone so perfect is gone.

Love,
Erika

~*Who Cares?*~
the most amazing boy i will ever meet died on yesterday... http://www.venturacountystar.com/news/2007/aug/28/teenager-is-killed-two-are-injured-in-car-crash/ that is my friend. i was in LIKE with him. and i never got to tell him...R.I.P. my love, my friend...

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  • 16 years ago

    by Megan

    That Poem Was Amazing. It Made Me Cry. It's Deep With Emotion. Sorry For Your Lost.

  • 16 years ago

    by babblingxbrooke

    Wow, Im truely sorry for your loss and to all of those who cared for him....this poem was absolutely beautiful=]

    Brooke<3

  • 16 years ago

    by Avrii Monrielle

    Oh my god... the end of the 4th stanza makes me want to cry.

    im sorry for everybody's loss. i guess he must have been a really cool guy :\

    the last line also feels like a bullet to the head. it's just so...

    okay. im a lil sad now. thanx for writing. i dont wanna cry. :]

  • 16 years ago

    by Timothy B

    I'm so sorry for your loss... I know that losing a loved one like that is one of the worse feelings in the world.. I lost my best friend in kind of the same way... one day he was there, the next no more.
    Once again, I'm sorry

    Tim