I've been walking tonight,
Through blackened parks with my blackened mind...
In this valley of shadows
death has a taste...
The problem is a vital piece is missing
I’ve collected myself, I’m unfinished...
My mind, the dungeon,
Damp and decaying...
Your face once painted with happy colors,
I thought you were content and free...
Sometimes it can be hard,
But you've got to struggle on...
A room full of people
And yet I feel so alone...
Tomorrow my counselling,
Then help for my drinking in despair...
I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...
It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...
I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...
I lay here, naked,
Bedcover down at my feet...