Trance

by Nikki Stoner

This pain keeps me awake
I dont know how to breathe
I feel so dead, I feel so fake
My vision is so blurry, I can barely see.

The wounds he left on me
is painful dont you see?
But they go away
and the memory remains.

I bleed from the unknown
and I feel like I have nowhere to go
I stand here pretending I am doing okay
but in reality, I am breaking away.

I still dont know who or what I am, I never will
I will stand here so very still
with my thoughts and memories
that will always haunt me

And this pain, that will always ache
my mind, poisoned by his entrance
and right now, my life is at sake
This pain is like a trance.