Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,

I have the power to make my scars
I don't have the power to heal
I have the power to die
I don't have the power alive to feel

I have the power to slowly drift
I don't have the power to stand tall
I have the power to rot
I don't have the power to live at all

The tears pouring down my face
The endless painful nights
Knowing you will be coming
As i slowly turn of my lights

I hear you slowly walk in
And I hear the click of you'r belt
You creep on to my bed
And you'r cold rough hands I felt

Then you would say the words i hate
"I'm back sweety don't be afraid"
Then you would uncover me
And undress me as I laid

I hate you, I'm your daughter
My tiny body you would use
And if i fought back
Then your hands would start to abuse

Look me in the eyes
And see how you have changed me
I'll never be the same
Even other men i couldnt bare to see

I'm not your wife you bastard
Your crazy old man im your only child
And as you read this letter
I hope it drives you wild

I hope you rot in hell
And you never come back to me
You can rot in that prison cell
And the day of light you'll never see

Now look what i do to myself
And its all because of you
The cuts get deeper
And I just don't know what to do

I feel useless and used by men
And i can't stand to be quiet anymore
Why am i even alive
What am i living for?

No answer huh
You never could talk to me
But just make sure you know
That I'm gonna die proudly