Grieving

Grieving

In love with a love that wasn’t even there
Confronted with a fact that always gave me a stare

Lost without you sleeping in my heart
So I’m just wishing that I could add you to my shopping cart

Deeply within my heart it was the truth
But somehow it’s still eating out my root

Didn’t even care because there were no competition
Didn’t even know that I was alone in this participation

Dreams of you convinced me that you were mine
And still within your head I was last in line

You’re not the one to hold my fiery torch
So I’ll just go back and sit on my lonesome porch

Haunted by the rejection
Asking for some attention
Wanted to be in your detention
But I’m Begging for your love vacation

Never will I get accustomed to this pain
Because every single time it’s never the same

In my closet I will be so please just go away
Your love went out the back door so I didn’t expect you to stay

With open arms I welcome your presence
So come back and let us create a sequence

can't believe wus going on because seeing is believing
well i wish i didn't because now i'm grieving

by CoLliN