Cut me

When I am hurt and nothing can make me feel better. My bestfriend,which I can trust is my knife. Cut me. When I don't feel wanted or loved, please just cut me. Let me drown in my own blood. Let me feel numb. Even if it is for seconds. Just numb my feelings. Let my tears mix in with the blood. Let me know that I really exist, so cut me to let me know that I am here.