Confession: He's a band nerd and I'm a band nerd and so we obviously are perfect for each other and he is nothing like my ex that I always look for in other people so now I have to convince this new boy to love me
Confession: I lied I just want a nice date. I can't have commitment because senior year is going to be way to busy and my ex still haunts me and I've been in love with my best friend for 6 years and I just can't deal with boys
Confession: I'm excited that my fiancee has a new job opportunity that makes great money but bummed at the fact that he will have to go to Georgia for six weeks for training. We haven't been apart for longer than 3-4 days the whole time we've been together, almost 8 years!
Confession:I broke down in tears today after going to look at a new house in a complex because every house there looks the same, there's a garden that's so small you can't even plant a decent shrub and I'd have to get rid of the two dogs I love the most because the rest of the stupid family hates them and prefers the other three dogs, and I'll miss my garden and the complex is full of old Afrikaans people who I think will be racist and cause problems for me and I'm just not ready to leave the home we've built to from a shit hole over twelve years and my baby dog is buried in the garden here and I know it's morbid but I don't want to leave this place I don't want to live in a box surrounded by old people who won't appreciate my random singing,I don't want ti live in a place where I won't be able to walk downstairs and see my friends!!! :'( :'( I'm possibly being melodramatic but this is my home now,I can't leave it for a pace where I'll be bumping into my family every two seconds,I can't see myself spending the next three or so(probably longer as I'll probably not find someone worth marrying in three years time) years living in a place that feels like the waiting room to Heaven and Hell where old people go before they die!!!!I hate that my parents don't give a shit about my feelings towards that shit hole :'(