I think there is always somebody in a worse position that yourself, which is sad in itself but it can give you the 'stop feeling sorry for myself' kick in the butt you need sometimes. Also, writing, exercise and friends.
That my story is already written, and if I was woken up with air in my lungs for one more day, that God isn't finished with my story yet, and I have a purpose for another day. We're not promised no troubles in this life, but we are promised a source of hope in Jesus.
Sharing my life experiences with others in the hopes that they never have to travel down the same roads as I have, and if by chance they have, then letting them know they are not alone and that even negative situations can propel you to a positive ending.....
^true, but trust me when I tell you, once you realize you own self worth, it becomes easy, you are never responsible for what is done to you, however you own your reaction to such. It's sad that our initial reaction is to do something negative which continues to give others control over our lives.......Strive to stay positive and you'll beat your demons
My friends, my partner and my family keep me going but I have hope in hope, of battling my demons and learning to live instead of just surviving. if you lose hope then what is left? A life with no hope is no life at all.. always have hope for better times as I'm sure one day there will be for all of us... I hope!! :)
Indeed we all do but we have to remember sometimes to try to find at least one impossible thing and one beautiful sight or sound or taste or sensation in a day, and focus on that, even if it's the feel of the wind in your hair or a pretty bird crying softly in the night, whatever is beautiful on your eyes, whatever inspires you to put ink to paper, yes, even pain, when it is channeled correctly can create something beautiful, and I know for a fact that you ^^no hopeleft ^^ write beautiful poetry and that should give you the courage and the drive to keep on keeping on.
I love this post - I love the questions it calls people to ask themselves. I feel most hopeful when I have to help someone else find hope. I guess that is part of the many things that role into why I am a therapist now. My hope is in helping someone else find their hope, because if they find hope, then hope is real. If hope is real, than I can have some, too. :)
The beauty of the world. The people are ugly, disposable - but true beauty, sun creating diamonds in the water, the stars that seem to stop for me when the world doesn't; it's the knowledge that I see beauty in simplicity, a rare trait anymore, and I love to discover new beauty every day
I try and think of at least one positive thing for the day or do one positive thing in the day to help somebody else so at least F I am feeling said I know I have at least helped someone else to feel good
Mmm...I cry. Actually, crying helps alot. It helps in clearing all the pain and negativity inside. Well, but not always.
I go out in the open and feel the air. I held my arms open and breathe in the fresh air. It feels good. It feels like the air has absorbed my my pain and loneliness. And being in nature is the best. Watching the trees swaying, so free. And the night air is so much more refreshing, watching the stars and the clouds. It makes me forget the world.
I think i have always escaped from this world by reading books and mostly fiction. Most of my youth i fooled myself with books which spun romance and goodness, so much that i come across as a person from fairly land. i have been ridiculed for being a believer of love.
Now i feel lonely and lost and cant pretend or hide in my bubble. facing the world and its practical ways are very tiring.
Constant feeling of giving up this meaningless struggle a charade that i carry on called life- in which none of the things i do actually matters to me or excites me.
But yet again i wake up each morning and go about doing the same thing again and again...