Everyday i stare in2 space to try 2 find my lost soul!

And all of her friends, they tell her "it's time to let go, you've held on long enough"
but what they don't understand is how hard she's been trying lately.

shes even got perfect little marks on her arms from every failed attempt.

Im stack in a dark room with 1 window..i look out side and think of thelife i could of had...

A heart will still bleed,
Even when it does not beat,
Tears can be shed,
Even by the eyes of the dead,
Suicide is no longer the answer..

Though i was in love with you i know now that it's true that it was fake and now it is clear that i do not belong here

Horror I see before me. And terrible, terrible pain. I see the mirror and a fading reflection of the one is used to be. Hidden now in frozen stone the darkness come...

And brings me home

Sticks, and stones can break my bones but words can really kill me!!

Hell is taking over and my life is its first stop.

In my dreams my veins become a map that guide me through insanity...

Life is shit
chocolate is evil
knives do no good
crying myself blind
thats what i tell myself but I can’t stop this selfhate is unevident to all but me...