Goodbye

From not controlling myself - to staying away from everything that mattered;
I'm now scared
from my heart loving you so much - to my mind knowing whats right from wrong;
I now know
from absorbing as much as I could of you - to throwing all I found away;
I now cry
from you holding my hand - to you hitting my face;
I now run
from you being my one and only - to you being just some other somebody;
I now leave
from being in love - to being sad - to being happy with myself;
I'm now free