Doesn’t Care Anymore

by Imperfection   Jul 12, 2019

All I ever do is cry myself to sleep
Memories of the past
Do nothing but haunt me
Concerns of the future, will it ever be?
Burning till I bleed
Take the pain away from me

Kill me now
Take my life
I’m not grateful
To be alive

I never will be happy
There’s always something stopping me
Life is not about living
All we are is dying
Done with trying
Now it’s time for leaving

My heart is breaking
You I’m never having
What’s the point in trying
Delusional desires
Never gonna happen

Can I die?
Can I leave this place forever?
Livings to unbearable
Please pull the trigger

Take this painful life from me
Pain is all I ever see.

I’m not worth the tears
I’m not worth the love
All I do is hurt people
All I do is let you down
Give up on me...

Don’t let me hurt you anymore
I’m a idiot don’t you see
Destroy all things good for me
Just hate me
Cause I hate myself don’t you see
Life doesn’t belong to me


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  • 4 months ago

    by .k.u.s.h.q.u.e.e.n.c.j.

    I felt this. So much. Pain has such a strong way of changing a person. Turning the once most pure souls into demons trapped inside of our own bodies and mind. I can remember plenty of times literally begging God to take me away. If He loved me he would just take me in my sleep or something. BUT I'm here to tell you, suicide isn't the answer. It may stop your pain, only releasing it to others who genuinely love you. Whether you know it or not. I know easier said than done sometimes but you ARE meant to be here. I will send some positive vibes over seas for ya. Lol. I hope things get better for ya. I don't wish that kind of mindset on my worst enemy.

    • 3 months ago

      by Imperfection

      I know everyone is fighting their demons

  • 4 months ago

    by Rania Moallem

    No one should be given up on and no one deserves to be in so much pain. Sometimes our tough circumstances transforms us into bitter people, because of our own hurt we lose the skills of taking care of those we love because we lack this stability. But this should not be the end of the road, do no give up. There is always a way to make a change, put hate aside, love yourself to be able to rise from your situation and keep those you love.

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