You are an amazing woman with a big heart you don't need a man like this in your life to make you feel bad. There is a soul mate out there who will love and cherish you and make you happy. Unfortunately you do have to go through the motion of kissing a few frogs and sometimes nasty little toads till you find your Prince. Don't give up on love because of this mucus filled slimy toad who's not worthy of standing in your shadow.
Warm hugs Milly x
I hear ya! Believe me (if not, my poems, good & rubbish prove it!), I know exactly what you're feeling, but every cloud has a silver lining, & yours is your ability to write it down, & share it with us. A problem shared, & all that jazz ;-)
Please do know that you will turn a corner, one day, & realise that this pain gave you strength to be a stronger person. & when you are, you will look on this pain as a gift. At least, that's what I try to do, & so far, I'm on an upbeat cycle. Of course, each one so far has gone downhill, but we cannot give up hope, & this time, I'm going to be enjoying every good moment I can get. You will too, I just know it.
Much love, Catherine x