Each year

by C Cattaway   Jul 26, 2021


Each year, only one, so far,
Experienced as the last,
Facing how you feel, about
The things from in your past,

And challenging the way I feel.
This date, it isn't mine,
Yet somehow I'm supposed to be
Forgiving. Even fine?

I don't know how the dates we have
Are ever going to work.
The way I feel, the week before,
Yet here we are, with irk

At feeling like you're getting at
The fact I have misfortunes,
Or knowing I don't know enough
To share with you your house rooms.

Last year, your moods made sense to me.
This year, you're pushing hard.
Stop playing with my feelings, coz
I've loved you even marred,

And I could not conceive a world
Where you & I fall out,
But keep on keeping on at me,
& we will soon fall out.

I don't know why I'm not enough,
But we've been quite the couple,
That time has been quite honest,
& we've made our life feel doubled,

Yet here, & now, I feel as though
I'll never be enough.
Why can't you speak as though you were,
Not like it's now so tough?

I didn't want my love to end,
And yet, still, here we are!
Yes, you have lost a different way,
But it stings no less, by far.

So treat me as you've treated me.
The difference; it is yours,
Not mine. I love you as you are.
Stop doubting if you're sure.

Your past is gone, behind you.
Well, my future's here & now.
I love you so, with all my heart.
Please hear me, through this crowd.

I love the you I'm in love with.
My heart swells, filled with pride.
Please love me like I love you too?
I've nothing left to hide

xx xx

Copyright ©? C Cattaway 2021

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