Memories are wonderful and beautiful
They make you smile ear to ear...
Once you lifted me up
and now you are putting me down...
Drowned in the faded tint of impassive polish
Weighed with the stones of liability...
Coming home from another day of the same life;
The same pain that works its way into your sanity...
You have no idea
how difficult it is for me...
Sitting in my room
thinking of all the pain I have caused...
I never feel better after I cry.
I spent 6 months of my life...
Silly girl,
fooled by her own emotions...
I am gone.
I'm so far gone you wouldn't even know...
Death calls to me
Sings in my blood...
If I wrote a poem of infinite sadness
The pages would be empty...
You're my family,
but you talk crap on me...