Looking deep into your eyes
I try to tell you why...
Cold.
Dead...
Dark
alone...
Dear diary,
I cried for the first time in a long time today...
Hate me, don't ever love me
hate everything that I am...
Oh sweet orange pillow,
You will never betray me...
He Drowns....
Drowning in his bloody Lake...
Too Much Pain
There’s too much pain...
A promise I made to myself has been broken
My old blade is again fresh red...
I used to feel so lonely and sometimes I still do,
sitting all alone, wishing to be like you...
Why cant i feel
cut after cut...
Fred Smith
This is who I am...