If only... there was one night with no tears

That strong front has to f.a.d.e sometime
[fragility] isnt so bad it just takes some getting (used) to and once u can \breathe/ easier remember that once;upon;a;time used to mean FOREVER and when we spoke of _ending_ u just meant until we meet -again-

Im so sick
Infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
Im so sick

My life as a movie would make millions
Too bad I wouldn't have to lie once

I would rather be skinny and dead
Then fat and alive

Just because I'm breathing
That doesn't mean I'm living

Sleep is so distant when you've got every waking moment on your mind..distraction seems so lost when nothing can still this terrible imagination of mine.

My world of paper and ink have become so real, the thoughts and feelings in print, that only i can feel.

Standing in the streets, lost with no direction...in one hand i got my heart, the other my confession.

In a public toilet shes a mess
with eyes torn up
and rips down her dress
addicted to the enemy
just another identical hand written script
falling for the bullshit
losing her head...