I liked the phenomenons you addressed,1998-2018 amazing totally different from most other love/sad poetry formats.Just like being past-present-future combis.
A journey Starting from innocence till the story of grown ups,I was almost lost in it.
The ending(i.e the future state) is tragic,aww...touched my heart :(
Your write is one of the finest I read.Yes,I got you in my Favourite List !!