“Fuck penn state.” you’d said-
And I had half an inclination to agree with you...
The couch cried as hard as I did when you left.
My eyelids are heavy...
I’ve been curled up beside my dog at someone...
Blanket burritos and comfort TV shows...
I know you miss us,
I know some part of you wants us back together...
Love was the one thing
my heart could never hold...
We made s’more’s over the fire at your sisters...
Double deckers with the best chocolate filled...
I am stronger than my traumas,
I am stronger than my sleepless nights...
The symphony of your love
that ran through my veins...
I cannot utter your name
Secret desire of my loins...
Am I attractive
or am I available...
Sometimes
the tinder box...
I was attracted to your
softness...