Beautiful. So beautiful!!
You are not living this nightmare alone. We all are with you. People just shelter in this loneliness because they are hurt.
A Shamloo: "Do not run TO the loneliness, do not run FROM the loneliness ." Sometimes we just need to accept our faiths and be strong, like Robyn, and then, good things would fallow. Even though sometimes that good thing could only be changing our definition of good. And that would be a revelation by itself, or even salvation (if we believe)
Sorry for this, I am not in position of advising anyone. But I can't jut stand seeing you, as someone dear to me for all these years of friendship, to suffer like this, so I just do as much as I could. I am humble by your pains sweet Andrea.
Andrea my heart goes out to you and I think that you are an amazing person with a heart made of gold always taking care of others. There comes a time we get tired of being strong and you are stronger then you realize but it is ok to break and cry do whatever. You know that you are being loved and supported and I just want to let you know. Hugs to you
Andrea, it's so hard when there's an expectation for you to be strong and you feel you can't. I don't have any clever words of advice because you are literally living through every parents worst nightmare, and none of us know how we'd cope with that.
You and your beautiful daughter are in my thoughts and I hope that all the support and love for you both on here goes some way to helping you put one foot in front of the other for now.
Andrea, please don't feel alone. We are all here for you, it's ok if you don't feel strong or you are so pissed off at the world right now. You have every right to be. I would be screaming to the heavens right now. Your world is upside down at this moment and I wish there was more I can do for you. Just know, we love you and we are all sending you strength and prayers.
Dear Andrea, let it rain. All those emotions you have been hiding it in your heart for so long, let them out.
Empty your heart, if you don't want to fill that basket with emotions anymore.
There is nothing wrong in saying you are weak. I am scared of few things and so do others.
Andrea, We write about your Robyn and you.
Good or bad, happy or sad, sunshine or thunderstorms, dreams or nightmares, we just write.
Obviously, we feel ourselves connected with you on emotional levels, but in the end it's only you and Robyn who are going through that tunnel in search of light, not us.
It's you and Robyn living that nightmare every day again and again, not us.
It's you and Robyn who truly know how difficult it is becoming for two of you to pass every single day, not us.
So, it's OK if it makes you feel like crying sometimes.
We know you are her strength and she is yours, but there is nothing wrong in pouring our hearts out in front of each other.
I don't know what else to say as I am in tears too after reading it.
Try to make memento of each and every moment you two are spending with each other.
Hugs to both of you.
Dear sweet Andrea...
The first time I read this stunning write I could not form the right words to comment, and instead read it over and over again with tears in my eyes. I still feel like I can't grasp the right words, especially for such a heartfelt write that just knocks you right in the feels and nestles closely to your heart. Sometimes there just aren't any words. So I send you so much love and warmth, and as many good and positive vibes as I possibly can. You're never alone, and we all love you!! Congrats on the win, and I truly wish you peace and healing <3
No one is that strong or tough to go through everything alone. There are some thorns that pricks us so hard we feel we may never be able to get back up again. Each prick does leave a scar but the scar is only their to remind us where we've been and how far we came. The pain doesn't last always I promise.... Take care love. Congrats on the win!
Sorry it's taken me so long to comment.
you know my indolent behavior gets in the way. LOL :)