The One

The feelings I hide
are so fearsome
all of my feelings that I hide
all became my fear.

My own flesh-n-blood
my own sister
the one who cared so much
the one who put a smile on everybody's face.

The one who wasn't always there
the one who I hardly knew
the one who I spent all
my time waiting for.

Waiting for her to realize that her
life is more variable then beatings.

Night after Night
Day after Day
but, yet the one
who brought it all upon me

The one who puts all
the fear in me.
The one who I get the wrong
kind of love from.

The one who gave me all
new tears
The one who finally woke
up and realized that,

All the real love
has been waiting for her.