PAIN (not a poem)

PAIN
*this not a poem it just more of how i feel and what I\'m going through right now and yes it true*
*ok all well i think i need to update this one lol my bellsy palsy is all going im back to my old self :) *

Today I found out I might have what’s called Bell’s palsy. And Im going to the dr. tomorrow to find out but I think have Bell’s palsy b/c I have all the symptoms for it. And when I found out that I might have it she said are ok andOK said yea im find but know that read more about it I’m not fine. And now Im not really sure I want to go back to school this just something else people can use to make fun me. I know that if I do have Bell’s palsy it might just go away on it own in a month or less and if it doesn’t ill have it the rest of my life. For those for you who don’t know what Bell’s palsy is its nerve damage to the right or left side of your face. In my case it’s my right side. And I can’t taste anything ether unless I eat on my side. It feels to smile which is sad because im always smiling, and my ear hurts and my eye want stop watering. I have to laugh because im always telling people think positive and here I am contradicting myself. Lol I really hope that this goes away so my smile can be normal again. And my ear will stop hurting. There is no cure for Bell’s palsy it ether goes away or you have it the rest of your life.
Fun thing is I was actually happy and things were going great. New school no one knows me I want be made fun of because of how thin I was, and guess what this happens. It’s just something now for every one to teas me about. Life just isn’t fair