Gone but no forgotten

Everything is different
my life is not the same
every since yous decided
to play this stupid game.

I miss the way things were
and I miss my best friends
we were the exception
the friendships that would never end.

You've broken my heart
Numerous times in the past
but I think this is the one
the only time it will last.

To lose yous like this
Just seems so unfair
and I'm beginning to see
that yous really don't care.

It's taken all that I've got
To not shed a tear
But I've told yous before
Losing you was my fear.

This is not a love letter
I don't feel that way
It's me telling yous
What I've got to say.

I'm really confused
with all these thoughts in my head
and without yous around
There're going unsaid.

I need my best friends
I'm not going to lie
I'm sorry I hurt yous
But you're making me cry.

I said I'm sorry
what else can I do
you're hurting me
Far worse than I hurt yous.

Please don't forget
Even though things are bad
you're the greatest best friends
that I've ever had.