Oh god...this poem reminded me so much of her...
I mean...of course I never forgot her...but I certainly never tried to make myself remember...and i've never felt so completely cold and alone as I did then. Or felt so compelled to just give up. She was my hope in making it through...and having her come so close just tore me to pieces.
But still...i think i got an email from her like a month or so afterwards...but we kinda fell out of contact...But I think she's okay...or at least...i hope.
Thanks, Zac. You always put things into light for me. You're an awsome friend.
And guess what?
I know you're guessing, so i'm just going to tell you, lol.
I'm writing you another letter. It's okay if you don't respond. I just...iunno. I felt like it was about time for me to write to you again.
And in case you forgot..its not a Georgia address anymore, lol.
I miss Hailie VERY much too. So much...and I never knew how close she was to you too until I started going over like...all of your poems and saw the comments you made that were addressed to her, but then again, her account just has disappeared....i HATE that...because the site itself is pretending that she never existed...or that all of her poems, HOWEVER PLAGARIZED some of them may be, weren't beautiful. And it's unfair. Because Hailie deserved to be remembered and I should've...would've commented all of her poems just for her, even if she never got to read them. Just to remember her.
I never forget her either, Zac. And it's such a tragedy, but....idk. I believe that Hailie is okay, partly for my own sanity, but also because she was smarter and Steph was there for her more than ever. And after a scare like that, I doubt her father or anyone is going to be the same....I think Steph even mentioned that he was arrested..-shrug-
Well...Thank you lots and lots for the poem comment. I notice you come on P&Q like..every night now? lol!! Just like how it used to be. That's tremendous. =]
Hang in there, Zac.
Oy...i'm so sorry to have to comment this AGAIN...
I'm pretty depressed and pissed at myself because I wrote you a letter and I had things i was going to send you and EVERYTHING...
and then when I went to write on your envelope, I couldn't find your address anywhere I thought I had it..
PLEASEEEEEEE>...if you could PLEASE email me your address one more time...I would love to send this to you...
And secondly..i emailed your school thing...and you never responded.
i love you tons!!
tty...sooner or later.
GOD...i miss Hailie so bad too. It was such a nightmare to come so close to losing her! Its been months since I've talked to her now and she's still in my thoughts. Hailie was nothing short of incredible. -sigh-