I'll never understand

I'll never understand why you do what you do,
All you ever seem to care about is taking care of you.
Each time I trust you,
I fall flat on my face.
And all you can say is "I'm sorry I guess?!"

I'll never understand how you said what you said,
It's not fair that you sleep when you go to bed.
All of my feelings going round in my head,
till all I can think of is what its like to be dead.

I'll never understand why you did what you did.
But now that its done you've opened the lid.
There's no going back to where we used to be,
cos now I'm alone just forever and me.

I'll never understand how you say what you say.
All you ever seem to want is to get your own way.
No thought for another, least of all me.
So now this is the way it has to be.

No more talking and laughter,
just the tears and the pain,
And I'm sorry but it's how it's got to remain.

Self preservation's the name of the game.
Our friendship's died out,
We'll not be the same.

You hurt me so much, but you don't give a damn,
so long as you get out while you still can.

There's no genuine love,
just a void left in me where our friendship used to be,
but i guess it's just the way it's got to be.

You used me.
You hurt me.
You slung all this dirt at me.

But now it's all over,
And I am still here
So you didn't win

I'll never understand why you acted like you did.
and now you've unearthed all these feelings I'd hid.
I do not know where I'll end up but I know you won't be with me.

I cannot forget all those things that you said, now someone else has made me feel dead.

I'll never understand why it happened this way.
But I know now that there's now way I can stay.

I'll never understand why you say what you say,
but I do know that I'm always the one that has to pay.