Half the time i dont noe if i love you as a friend or more

I would think of you every second of this life
maybe now you'll think of me for a second
cuz you never noticed before
but now you have the rest of your life
cuz my life was wasted on you

Who do u turn to when the only one you could talk to says you changed?

Dont tell me u understand
cuz u dont noe wat its like
2 be called ugly n fat everyday
u dont have 2 hear ur parents fight
u dont have 2 stave one nite
u dont have worry losing ur home
u dont have 2 fight suicide
wat kinda pain could u feel

You run your mouth about me
you make up rumors to bring me down
but every time you talk
i write your name on my notebook
n when you stop
i'll showyou all the cuts
each one forwat you said

You were the first to notice me
you were the first to kiss me
you were my first love
then things got complicated
now you were the first to hurt me
but i cant move on, i still care

I can be myself,
show my true beauty
show my hiden flaws
but you still love me

All i ever wanted was a shoulder to cry on
but no one is here, its just me alone

When i look in your eyes,
every pain i ever had slips away
when i am in your arm
everything falls into place