You went to the hospital
Two weeks ago...

I'm swimming around
In my own head...

Would you care if i told you
I would change for you...

As I sit and think of
All the memories we had...

I'm still holding on
To something that was never really there...

I know you have a heart
Or you wouldn't have...

Why am I still crying?
It is another day...

I've got these flashbacks
That's all that is in my head...

I was mad at god
I hated death...

Lying in your arms.
Wishing you were here...

Have you ever been mad
At god for taking someone you love...

When you look outside
do you ever think...