&& its soOoOo much easier to say i dont *love* him, than to explain the million reasons [ that i cant find ] on y i still do. . .

I never could understand why i still love him,
especially after all he put me through. . .

Sometimes the people love us the most are the ones we hurt the worst. . .

No matter what i do,
no matter what i say,
Im reminded of you
everyday.
Everything
that i see
Brings your memory
back to me.

Watching from a distance, someone not love you,
Is an extremely difficult thing for you to put me through.
So why dont you notice? Just take a little glance,
At th way i look at you because you put me in a trance.

Do you not see it in my eyes; the way i love you,
Can you not feel it in my touch; the way i want you,
Do you not hear it in my voice; how much i need you
Can you not taste it in my kiss; how i long for you...
Then why do you keep not caring?

Why love someone, when there is noone who truely loves you...